Holla!
Good evening to all of you, may the force always be with you *chuckles*
I am back to the blogging world!
Um- reading what have I wrote in the past surely is a nice thing, a nice reminder and also embarrassing lol pardon my alay past self.
The thing is-
I have many things to say, at least not in front of my friend nor my fams. Just you, my non-existent reader.
By the way, I bring a good news. Last year I got accepted into a local university which is considered good and what's more, I got my desire fulfilled! I'm now a college student majoring in English, Yay!
There are a lot on my plate now. The burden, because recently my older bro is deemed successful in everyone's eyes because apparently he appeared on some National TV and thus automatically everyone will always compare him to his good-for-nothing sister (which accidentally is me, yeah do feel sorry for me mates).
I always look down on myself. No matter what. I never ever achieve anything. I never got into top three in academics, I am no star in the non-academics field, just some dirty big fatass potato. I just- am me. What's so wrong in being myself? I often questioned that, but now I don't because I know why. People talks. They just do.
Um- yeah now I still am enjoying this last minute holiday of mine. Enjoy while it last, they say. I am no planner but of course I need to plan out what I am gonna to do next when my 3rd semester starts. Hope I can get into BEM Univ or at least Dema, please do wish me luck! The worst case is, if I don't get accepted both in the B or the D, then I guess I need to find a part-time work or joining NGOs (because, hey that sounds intriguing!). I want to try social work. I heard there are NGOs like Lions Club and Rotary Club which mainly active in humanitarian activities and instantly piqued my interest.
Okay that's all for today's blogpost!
Hasta la vista baby
Good evening to all of you, may the force always be with you *chuckles*
I am back to the blogging world!
Um- reading what have I wrote in the past surely is a nice thing, a nice reminder and also embarrassing lol pardon my alay past self.
The thing is-
I have many things to say, at least not in front of my friend nor my fams. Just you, my non-existent reader.
By the way, I bring a good news. Last year I got accepted into a local university which is considered good and what's more, I got my desire fulfilled! I'm now a college student majoring in English, Yay!
There are a lot on my plate now. The burden, because recently my older bro is deemed successful in everyone's eyes because apparently he appeared on some National TV and thus automatically everyone will always compare him to his good-for-nothing sister (which accidentally is me, yeah do feel sorry for me mates).
I always look down on myself. No matter what. I never ever achieve anything. I never got into top three in academics, I am no star in the non-academics field, just some dirty big fatass potato. I just- am me. What's so wrong in being myself? I often questioned that, but now I don't because I know why. People talks. They just do.
Um- yeah now I still am enjoying this last minute holiday of mine. Enjoy while it last, they say. I am no planner but of course I need to plan out what I am gonna to do next when my 3rd semester starts. Hope I can get into BEM Univ or at least Dema, please do wish me luck! The worst case is, if I don't get accepted both in the B or the D, then I guess I need to find a part-time work or joining NGOs (because, hey that sounds intriguing!). I want to try social work. I heard there are NGOs like Lions Club and Rotary Club which mainly active in humanitarian activities and instantly piqued my interest.
Okay that's all for today's blogpost!
Hasta la vista baby
